So my little Brother is up stairs playing on his Nintendo Game cube and my Sister and Mum are out riding the horse, yes I have a horse. I have quiet a few animals actually, I have 3 dogs Rosie is a Staffordshire Bull terrier and she's MY bitch. Charlie is a blue merle Collie and she's my Mums dog. Teddy is a weird cross breed I think he's part Westhighland terrier and some other dog but he was one of our first ever dogs. Our first dog was Sam who, like Rosie was a staff but also crossed with a Labrador and he always slept at the end of my bed. I loved Same so frigging much, I was heartbroken when he died. I came home from school to be told he had a heart attack and he's dead. Really sucked but anyway we also have 2 cats, Jess and Molly. Molly's been with us since before I was born just like Sam. She's black, white and brown and she's uber skinny. It's not like we don't feed her, she eats tons she's just old I guess and she also has a heart murmur. Jess is a more independent cat, we don't see her every day as she likes to explore the world. She's pitch black with green eyes and she's pretty evil. She's defiantly one to hold a grudge; one time she was accidentally stood on by my Mum but she didn't do anything right away she simply waited until my Mum was using the toilet and stupid Mum didn't lock the toilet door so Jess opened it and attacked Mum, it was fucking hilarious. As you know by reading this I also have a horse called Millie. She's pretty tall somewhere around 15 to 16 hands for you horsy people. I don't really do much with her she's more my Mums and Sisters pet than anyone elses. Then there's Gromit he's actually a Rabbit so yeah not a dog but he's my Rabbit. He's brown with floppy ears and he's a pretty dang big Rabbit.
I suppose that's it for pets, I've had all kinda of Dogs in my house over the years as my mum used to foster animals so we've had Cats, Dogs, Guinea Pigs, Rats etc.
Anyway getting on to other things, trying to find the right guitar to buy is a pain in the ass. Most of the time they're cheaper online but buying online can be a bit of a pain because you can't play and inspect the guitar before you buy it. Then there's the kind of music you want to play on that guitar and a little bit less of a point how you look with that guitar. That £250 Jackson Alex has does not suit him one bit at all. It's a little bit of a pain in the arse not to mention I don't have an acoustic so I kinda need to get one because you can't just have an electric all your life XD. Plus there's money. Money comes into everything and I hate it because I either never have enough or not have any.
I need a girlfriend. Come on everyone it wouldn't be a blog post by Pete if I didn't mention girls or sex or anything related to it. I swear it's impossible for me to find anyone though as I've said before and as a 16 going on 17 year old virgin who's never even kissed a girl it's on my mind a lot as I kinda feel not normal and I know you're probably thinking "why would you wanna be normal?" well I don't wanna be normal with everything I just wanna fit in socially and as a teenager the subject of sex comes up a lot.
I do wonder what peoples reactions would be if they read this though XD. I can't imagine people from college being happy about it. Don't think I'm an asshole, I wouldn't be doing the classes I do if I were an asshole and it's impossible for me to write every little thing into this blog and I did say this blog would be kinda bitchy. I say to myself in my head a lot "I'll never refuse to help someone" but that doesn't mean I'll help someone hurt someone else or anything it just means for example if I see a person crying in public on there own I'd go over to them and try to help. I like helping people it's kinda who what I do. I rarely get help back though, I guess maybe I'm too generous? That kinda makes sense I guess whenever someone needs a few pounds I'll help out like for example a couple of Fridays ago a guy called Joey needed £3 for the buss so I gave him £3 and he made a really big deal of thanking me and saying he'd pay me back. I bet you can guess what I'm about to write, YEP! He still hasn't payed me back and I don't really care all that much. It wasn't the first time I've lent money out and never got it back. In fact I've given a fair amount of money out to be people at college and never gotten anything back. To be fair a few times I've told them not to pay me back if it's been something like 20p or something but still my point is I'm a giver and I hardly ever receive anything back. Still I'll carry on helping when I can and continue to get nothing in return and occasionally disrespected after.
I should be buying myself new clothes soon, I only have two pairs of trousers and one pair of shorts. Even so the fact I have money and I'm spending it on myself makes me feel somewhat guilty. Christmas is coming up and I always get yelled at by my Dad for not getting anyone anything for Christmas. I don't have a job, I don't always get money and when I do I don't get to spend it on things I actually want I have to spend them on things I need like clothes and I apparently have to spend my money on everyone else. What's the point in giving me Birthday money if I have to spend on other peoples birthdays and I don't get to spend it on myself at all. It sucks that my Birthday is on the 29th of December yes 4 days after Christmas. Everyone cheeps out on me by giving me presents on Christmas and saying they're "birthday and Christmas presents" or when my birthday comes around they say things like "You got a lot for Christmas" and after all that if I do get birthday money then I end up spending it on shit I kinda don't wanna buy but have to.
I wish I was rich. Maybe I should enter the lottery for the first time ever, I doubt I'll get anything from it but meh. No one ever got anything by wishing for it I guess, I have actually do something about it. I am getting or at least trying to get qualifications so the rest of my life won't be so shit and I can do what I WANT TO DO!
I kinda wish someone would read this and give me some kind of feedback. I know my spelling and Grammar is pretty bad but that's not what I mean, I wish someone would give me advise on my life XD. I wouldn't want it to be someone I actually know unless I actually respect them. Then again I suppose their advise wouldn't be great as this blog doesn't show every inch of me, it just shows I'm a horny idiot who complains waaaaay too much.
Oh well I guess I'm done writing for now.
Take care non existent readers and D.F.T.B.A.
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