Well..

Well fuck me it certainly has been a while huh.
So what's been going on? Obviously I don't remember every detail but here's a little summary type thing. So Christmas was nice I suppose, me Mum, sis and little brother went to see Grandpops Christmas day so and it was okay. I didn't get a lot, mostly money and then I got drunk alot. Right up until around the 27th then I ill. Thinking back on it the alcohol probably hand some hand in making me ill but it really wasn't nice at all. I was sick from the 27th right up until the end of the first week or January. Happy new year right? College continued as badly as I probably could. Alice got a new boyfriend called Greg, Mark and Megan had little tiffs here and there, Jemma continues to be a slut! Few people in class having verbal fights but nothing really worth mentioning. I'm behind in my coursework, Grandpop probably won't make it to my little brother's birthday and I had my Maths exam today and I gota say it went pretty good. I don't have to come back to maths now until next college year if I even manage to make it back. Like I said I'm behind in my coursework so yeah I probably should get my arse in gear but instead I'm updating my nonexistent readers. Still wish teachers would do their fucking jobs! Like Corrine, I'm sure I've gone over her before. She doesn't help she just criticizes and then there's Rosemary. I don't dislike her as such I just wish she'd go over things in more detail and just overall TAKE HER FUCKING TIME! Marc continues to be a fucking legend though = D

Me and Andy got together in one of the half term holidays and quickly ended so that was a bit meh. It was nice I suppose but her mum is a total bitch and I couldn't help but feel I was putting in the most effort. I also couldn't shake the fact I was basically sharing her with Jackie. I have nothing bad to say about Jackie, she's a lovely girl but yeah I don't share. I guess I wouldn't say no to a girlfriend at the moment, or at least some kinda person I can just flop on if that makes any sense. Just sorta let myself go in front of.  I couldn't go back to Andy though, too many things wrong with it and I can't be arsed to fix everything and I couldn't do it on my own anyway because relationships take two people not one! xD I think I'm giving off the wrong idea though, I don't want to get back with her.

Anyway! Cider or Cidre is nice! I also tried weed with none other than my own mother. xD Yeah well she's not a druggy it was a one time thing, for her at least I hope. Well at least until all the weed is gone. It's not a lot though just like around a finger nail's amount of it left.

I suppose this isn't much of an update huh but it's something and it's not like anyone reads this huh. I've been feeling up and down a lot I suppose and opinions of people change in a heartbeat huh! Like this one girl I know Aly. I used to see her as a smart, sensible, down to earth girl but recently I suppose, at least in my eyes she's changed a bit which kinda sucks. She just seems a bit up herself and flirty with guys who both her and everyone else knows are pricks. She even bunked a lesson today which surprised me but oh well it's her life I guess.

If by some fluke I manage to get back into college next year I hope the new first years are cool and obviously I hope there's a lovely girl that gets me! xD
If anyone's out there who reads this feel free to comment as always it would be nice to get an opinion.I really don't know what to think of this post. Also if people read this they could tell me if there's anything they want me to go over in detail. 

Well yeah I'm bored and probably should be doing coursework so I'm going to end this post here and procrastinate until it's time for bed. Goodnight everyone, take care and D.F.T.B.A.