I hate weekends.

Like the title says I hate weekends. They suck because I have friends supposedly but not outside school/college. It's like if I'm not at college I suddenly don't exist, I know I've only been at college a day but I had friends before that and it's the same. End of Fridays suck because it's just everything telling you the two most boring days of your week are coming up and you're gunna frigging hate them.

 Today I went to see my Grandpop and Nan, now don't get me wrong I like seeing them for a few hours but I'm 16 and going to be 17 in December I'd like to have some kinda social life. But here I am sitting typing away at a blog no one reads. 

I think I'm one of few people who actually enjoys going to college and hates the weekends. Do I even matter? Like sometimes I think people don't even need faces because We're all unimportant but I feel way more unimportant. This probably just sounds like a teenager having a moan but seriously school sucked for me, nothing but bullys and anti depressants and college is so amazing! I just wish I could do it more because at least there I have a few friends even if they don't want anything to do with me on weekends. I hate weekends so much, the only good thing about Saturday night is new Doctor who and the only thing good about Sunday night is knowing I get to do something fun the next day.

Everyone else seems so frigging happy all the time, how do they do that? I mean everyone I know has a boyfriend or girlfriend and I'm 16 not exactly ugly I mean fair enough I need to put a bit of weight on but it's not like I don't eat much I mean I eat like a frigging dinosaur and yet I don't put any weight on at all. My personality isn't bad it may look bad right now but in college I'm not as pissed off and depressed.

Everyone has their love but where the hell is mine? Did the person who gives out love to girls just sorta skip out on letting any girl ever liking me? I WANT FRIENDS! I WANT A GIRLFRIEND! I know it sounds like I just want something to do and someone to do it with and uh someone to do but I want real friends. The ones who will be there for you and no I don't mean the show stupid. I mean people who will be there when you need it the most. I want a real girlfriend too someone who'll care for me as much as I'd care for them. Life just isn't fun on the weekends I know it can't always be fun but wow this sucks, I get way too much time to over think things.

Oh well I guess I'll end this post now. Sorry for bad punctuation and spelling etc I'm not really in the mood to be remotely good at English right now not that I'm good at it anyway. Take care non existent readers I hope you have more of a social life then me and D.F.T.B.A.