I hate weekends.

Like the title says I hate weekends. They suck because I have friends supposedly but not outside school/college. It's like if I'm not at college I suddenly don't exist, I know I've only been at college a day but I had friends before that and it's the same. End of Fridays suck because it's just everything telling you the two most boring days of your week are coming up and you're gunna frigging hate them.

 Today I went to see my Grandpop and Nan, now don't get me wrong I like seeing them for a few hours but I'm 16 and going to be 17 in December I'd like to have some kinda social life. But here I am sitting typing away at a blog no one reads. 

I think I'm one of few people who actually enjoys going to college and hates the weekends. Do I even matter? Like sometimes I think people don't even need faces because We're all unimportant but I feel way more unimportant. This probably just sounds like a teenager having a moan but seriously school sucked for me, nothing but bullys and anti depressants and college is so amazing! I just wish I could do it more because at least there I have a few friends even if they don't want anything to do with me on weekends. I hate weekends so much, the only good thing about Saturday night is new Doctor who and the only thing good about Sunday night is knowing I get to do something fun the next day.

Everyone else seems so frigging happy all the time, how do they do that? I mean everyone I know has a boyfriend or girlfriend and I'm 16 not exactly ugly I mean fair enough I need to put a bit of weight on but it's not like I don't eat much I mean I eat like a frigging dinosaur and yet I don't put any weight on at all. My personality isn't bad it may look bad right now but in college I'm not as pissed off and depressed.

Everyone has their love but where the hell is mine? Did the person who gives out love to girls just sorta skip out on letting any girl ever liking me? I WANT FRIENDS! I WANT A GIRLFRIEND! I know it sounds like I just want something to do and someone to do it with and uh someone to do but I want real friends. The ones who will be there for you and no I don't mean the show stupid. I mean people who will be there when you need it the most. I want a real girlfriend too someone who'll care for me as much as I'd care for them. Life just isn't fun on the weekends I know it can't always be fun but wow this sucks, I get way too much time to over think things.

Oh well I guess I'll end this post now. Sorry for bad punctuation and spelling etc I'm not really in the mood to be remotely good at English right now not that I'm good at it anyway. Take care non existent readers I hope you have more of a social life then me and D.F.T.B.A.

First day of college.

So today I started my fist day of college and it was amazingly fun! I met a lot of people and I can't remember any of their names at all and I feel bad about that but I've never had a good memory.

I remember this one girl though, her name is Alice and she's frigging crazy but she's awesome. I don't know how but she kinda knew I wasn't comfortable and she stayed with me the whole day, she's into anime and we like the same kinda music so it's pretty good. She also uses a lot of drugs which kinda sucks but it's not really my place to say anything I mean I've only known her a day. Anyway it must sound like I'm crushing on her which I'm totally not I'm just not used to having that kinda attention in "real life" it's nice but when I came home I just feel bored and alone I wish I had more friends to go out and do stuff with.

All my classes are good though and my home room teacher is awesome his name is Marc and he's also new to the college so he's sorta learning like everyone else. Well I guess everyone is all the time but y'know what I mean non existent readers. I'm tired and wishing the weekend was over so I can go back to college because it may sound weird but I like it better than home, I mean yes you have to do work but the people around you and just how it is feels nicer and better than home. Home is stressful and not fun most of the time and it's nice to get away from it.

I'm going to buy an MP3 player today and eventually get some more CDs so I can put the music I want on it and I'll take it to college and if no one's around I can just listen to music.

Anyway I feel drained, tired and I'm not sure what to write now so I guess this is it for today. Take care non existent readers and D.F.T.B.A.

Hit the lights! (Metallica version XD)

Okay so I've never been great at writting but seeing as no one is going to read this I'll be fine.

My name is Peter David Wernham, I live in Hampshire England and tomorrow I start my first day in college and no I mean the British version  not the American version but again no one is going to read this so bleh. I'm 16 years old and mainly this blog is for me to just write how I feel about stuff mostly just bitching I suppose. This post will probably be kinda small but I'll be posting another one tomorrow after my first day. As you can see by the post title I'm a fan of good music, I listen to Metallica, Megadeth, Slayer, Iron Maiden, Nirvana, Guns N Roses, Queen, Disturbed, System of a down, Green day, Bowling for soup, Staind, Muse and some others I can't think of,  anyway that's it for now I guess take care non existent readers and D.F.T.B.A.